I'm one of those who believe that some dreams have a meaning. Especialy when the dream feels more realistic than the others. I had a couple of dreams like that for the last couple of weeks. In real life, i'm still living with my parents because I have a hughe debt to pay. I don't make enought money to pay for this and an appartment, which is really frustrating because I should have gone from my parents house a long time ago. And in those dreams, I had my own appartment. So logically, this is supposed to be a happy dream, but it's not the case at all. The appartment looks like the house in Fight Club. It's depressing and everything is falling appart. But the worst thing is the feeling of emptyness and extreme solitude. And everytime I woke up, I was nearly crying. I'm used to solitude, but I guess i'm afraid of extremy solitude. It's probably a warning. And last night I dream that I was trapped in an old castle. But it was full of peoples. But I just wanted to get away! This show you how complex I am. I guess I like peoples, but not too much.

I'm still verry confused.... stupid headache Just can't wait to get my new pair of glasses.

And my PS3 is dead!! ;_; Meh! life can be so much worse. and I still have my PS2 so